Seeking to attempt to understand my current headspace I began googling for existentialism. This was in part prompted by looking up Vanishing Point . Vanishing Point is often viewed by Mopar-heads as some sort of car chase flick. That’s true on the most fundamental level. But Vanishing Point is really a parable of an existential hero who seeks his own path in life. I will write in more depth about this fantastic film at some point in the future.
This is a existentialism primer .
Not that this has helped me better understand my current state of mind, but it did provide some relief.